Vindicated

After centuries of being mia....

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 07:55:46 GMT

New school new friends same me.
hate the school but love the people. Life's been alright i guess. But as someone says. Your life sucks when the only way to cure ur boredom is studying.... edexcel coming. better get back to mugging.

Mon, 28 May 2007 16:05:24 GMT

Oh Man. Just catched the premiere for Pirates of the carribean (At Worlds End). Was alright i guess. Not as good as the prequel. Dined at Hip USA Diner before we caught the show. Did some catching up. Everyone's busy at this time i guess.

went shoppin with ernest for my clothes and stuff at home.Finally my 250GB external harddisk. Com finally runnin faster. Bought my new i-pod earphones too. stupid earphones all dieing on me one by one. so frustrating. accompanying father to hong kong in a few days time.before finally working at SIA club as a part-time waiter,part-time bartender. woots.

Life's a bitch.Then u die.

how true can that get.

Beatedly dead.

Sat, 12 May 2007 17:01:49 GMT

Damn tired. helped john do grocery shopping while accompanying him to see his couple ring. hah.
supposedly pre-paration for his anniversary.
before that was aimlessly walking around town. makan-ing and queueing up for some donuts for cc's mother.

Mothers day mothers day.

Happy mother's day ms jenny tan swee ten!

isnt this the most adorable poodle u ever seen. Yes its called a toy poodle.
Why? cuz even when it turns old. its damn cute and small!
played with it at cousins house. its name is scotty!! =)

tired would be an understatement so im off to lala land.

xoxo
vin™

Shopped for Mother's mother day present. Haa

Fri, 11 May 2007 16:37:27 GMT

Went out today and searched for the ingredients into making a nice present for MaMa.
Dad. i do hope u already got her smth... -_-'''
went to have a really really really heavy meal. made me stomach sick the whole day. ugh. Anyway walked passed this shop where they sold greeting cards. Obviously the one i bought was a happy mother's day card. Couldn be bothered to write one myself cuz u see. i suck at drawing . ok. so i got this pop-uped card as in when u open the card there's a cut up-ed stuff inside that will pop-up, ok whatever. u get the picture. went arnd the shops there. She wanted to buy some clothes and stuff so walked arnd town. went from raffles there to wisma where we looked for our stuffs.
But too bad. i couldn find my jeans as none of them came in my size. **** hope they dun tell me to go to vivo again. damn bloody far.
after that walked to heeren converse shop where i got my loooooong awaited shoes. the current one is in real bad shape. so yea. 65 bucks for that.
Slacked at starbucks awhile to rest our dead beat legs. haha
after that took a stroll to plaza sing, surpisingly there was alot of people there. nt sure why though. i guess its cuz of the car show. the cars there were so ugly though.lol compared to char's bmw. went to this really nice shop where i got this note book. Containing the sweetest stuff u could ever said to ur mother. haa. hope mother keeps in her purse. The last mother's day i gave her smth. its now in my cupboard.rottin away. She got her mother a mug with flower prints on it. quite a sweet design though.Needed some wrappin paper so we went to the shop opposite to choose some "flowering prints" since her mom likes it. haa
Then i realize. damn i forgot to get the box.Traine-ed back to prints. bought what i needed then ate at the ben and jerry's nearby.
Hang out awhile before finally heading home.

Ok gonna go out tmr with cc they all. ugh damn dead beat but i enjoyed myself. did u? =)
XoXo
vin™

Are u a retard? version 5.

Fri, 04 May 2007 08:46:24 GMT

this was what me and cousin's bf did for her 19th birthday.

candles on the floor of her apartment.(view from her balcony.)

Been goin round town trying to fix my new phone line. haven decided on which fone to get though.

U.G.H dad been a real pain in the ass.

went for some lessons.

fought a war at home.

went out with friends for a drink or 2

met qian hui

missed people

hated some

insomnia still haunting me.

hows that sounds to u? ugh. just want the holidays to come soon. gotta get out of here. boredom kills.

Let me know the Cheeesiest and retarded stuff u ever heard from frens or have been used on!

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 19:21:51 GMT

Woke up at 3 plus. went down for dinner cuz they had some free buffet thing. after that came home and chatted with Gen and she suddenly brought up the topic of cheesy lines. remembered some of the darnest things my friends tried on people and those that tried it on them.

Eg. 1

Guy: I bet you're a C-cup. Girl: How'd you know that? Guy: My testicles are the same size.

Eg.2

Your name must be Mickey because your so fine

Eg.3

Can I take your picture? (Why?) Because I want Santa to know exactly what I want for Christmas.

Eg.4(this one was rather ingenius think advertisement caption lines)

You be the Dairy Queen and I'll be your Burger King: You treat me right, and I'll do it your way

Eg.5

Hello mei nu. got a jersey ma? (A jersey?...What for?) cuz I need your name and number

Eg.6

Do you have a map? I just keep on getting lost in your eyes.

~~Eg.7~~ oops i repeated.

~~Guy: I bet you're a C-cup. Girl: How'd you know that? Guy: My testicles are the same size~~.

Eg.8

So you wanna get laid? Then crawl up a chicken's butt and wait. (LMAO)

Eg.9

They say the skin is the largest organ in the human body. Not in my case! (points at ****)

Eg.10(remembered this from readers digest)

U work in a farm dont u?lady:"no." cuz u sure know how to raise cocks!

Eg.11(From shane and warren)

You must be a hell of a thief because you stole my heart from across the room.

Eg.12(From shane and warren)

Your daddy must have been a baker, because you've got a nice set of buns.

Eg.13

Your legs must be tired because you've been running through my mind all night.

Eg 14

U must be in the band playing the trumpet. Cuz ur making me so horny!

Eg.15

Well, here I am. What were your other two wishes?

Eg.16

I what to become a STUD. You know, you can't spell stud without STD and U.

-____________-'''

Eg.17

Baby, you must be a broom, cause you just swept me off my feet.

Eg.18(by cousin)

Did u just fart? cuz u blew me away!

Eg.19

The world's Global warming must have gotten worse ever since u were born.

Eg.20(makes no sense but sounded damn funny)

You know, they say that behind every beautiful woman there is a beautiful behind. Well, your ass is gorgeous.

Eg.21

My name isn't Elmo, but you can tickle me any time you want to

Eg.22

My love for u is like lau sai. I cant tahan any more.

Eg.23

Im a famous astronaut, my next mission is to explore uranus

OkOk. before mom comes in and scolds me. Im off to dreamland!

ps. Spread this post! i wanna know more pick up lines that Sg people use. ~~let everyone have a good laugh.~~

Dear Me.

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 21:43:50 GMT

Ok woke up at 3.46 and mom shook me.Real hard. telling me to go scrub the new sofa.

Wait. we have a new sofa? why the hell we need to scrub it for then? kinds ridiculous right? lol. mother told me she tired scrubbing 2 of them and asked me to finish the rest. i asked her which one she cleaned already. she sarcast-ed back at me u cannot see meh?(fyi i have col. def.) i went. uh no? they all look white to me. Was kinda in a rush to meet people at 530. ended up being late. why? i dunno why. Lol. my frens are complaining all the time im being late for meetings. i have to change this stupid habit of mine someday. kinda irritating them. haa. x.x

stupid someone is having loadsa projects and keep pushing our meeting back and back and back. anyway next week is her birthday. really wonder what to get for my special <3 hahahaha btw "she" is my dearest cousin.

darn it. i really outta stop splurging. i should start collecting back my $$ and save and save. must learn from mr yq.

gonna go to school today to do some admin stuff. deferment of ns then going out with the usuals.ok i have 2 usuals. the one im referring to here is the crazy usuals. nt the cool people hahahahah! no offence though both make my day anytime =)

Mika's grace kelly is so catchy! though sister gets damn irritated when i play the song cuz in school also got her friend singing it.

me:NICE RIGHT!
sis:UR HEAD LA MY FREN IN SCHOOL SING WHAT "I CAN BE BROWN I CAN BE BLUE" LIKE KNS LIKE THAT CAN !@#$%$#$
me:............uh okay.

girls. who can ever not understand ~~understand~~ them. hahahaha =) that includes my hyper pms mother. and father.

LOL come to think of it. this was what my father said when i was half asleep.

Dad: u going out later?
me: no. let me sleep in peace. ugh.
Dad: need a ride?

ok u get the picture. 1) he is being lame 2)he just woke up 3) im going deaf or my mind is playing tricks on me.

ok so its eng hau's birthday today. gotta get smth for him.later in the evening that is. sian i really need to get my friggin shoes.
old shoes really worn out that im gonna end up like the pao ba hai zi. =.= lacoste lacoste~ here i come. next week. with sayang <3

my room is really done up nicely thanks mom! if u even read my blog. haha

ok gotta go catch up on my sleep. been staying up ~~early~~ these few days making parents angry.

watch this. kinda amazed me. haha

xoxo
vin

reminiscence

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 19:53:31 GMT

Your fragile, folded wings
Are just tired from the pure blue sky
You don’t have to force your smiles for anyone
It’s okay to smile for yourself.

Hearing your sweet voice didn’t always hurt
It’s too late to block it from the inside
I want to take back our time, but luck and karma are against me
There are no words, but your eyes can’t hide what you want to say
I don’t even know anymore…
Try to bury it deep down, okay?
We don’t need that sky if we’re free to swim
Even if you won’t talk about yesterday,
I’ll still be there to meet you tomorrow.

Your fragile, folded wings
Are just tired from the pure blue sky
You don’t have to force your smiles for anyone
It’s okay to smile for yourself.

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 16:09:14 GMT

Lets see. woke up grumpily having to wait darn long for sister to have her royal bath. ugh.

Dad was coming at me with his really sarcastic words. Not only that he had to raise his voice in the room that me n sister was sharing causing her to wake up and the whole saga continues. haiz. suicidal thoughts flowed into my mind each time it happens. Sometimes i ask jesus why was i ever born. daddy and mommy behaving this way only makes me feel that im their fking mistake. There was this point of time whereby i thought that hell was much better than this house im living which was no longer a home. Why cant things return to the times where dad and mom would hold me by the hand and smile. taking me overseas, having our fun times swimming, singing doing nothing at all. those were the happy times. if only time could just stopped there. if only i had never growed up. if only.

din do anything today. Most people like to say rotting. well i did. and i rotted at home doing more quizzes! and also gamin and chatitn with the guys. nothing much. found out that gen A.K.A momojojo turkey has a blog! . ugh please ~~dun~~ visit her blog www.makemefloat.blogspot.com hahaha. =) ok photos for the day before shall be added tmr cuz im really tired and have to sleep. tmr going out with shane for some pool session. anyone wanna join? =)

before i sleep i took gen's quiz here it is.

xoxo!
Vin™

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 17:56:40 GMT

You are 100% Libra

How Libra Are You?

LOL cousin asked me to take the test. then i went ok ok loh. thats the result. Im a true blooded libra. whahaha.

Went out with the guys today. was looking for my shoes and some clothes. couldn find any. guess i will have to search for it with cousin. After that went to raffles city subway while i went to MOS burger with john.

Ok heres the funny thing. After we both got our meals, we went to find jonny and ernest , sat on the table and i was like. Wheres my fries? I immediately asked the fella at the register for my fries, he checked the register everything then finally gave me one.
When i got back to my seat i opened my burger paper bag only to discover that the fries was inside the bag with the burger. so naturaly i ate ~~2 bags~~ my bag of fries while ~~jonny ate the free fries~~ jonny and ernest ate the free fries. Not only that , jonny had to go kapok john's ketchup sauce and fries too. not to mention his coke too. hahaha

Then like usual we went to the long bar to drink. though i had no mood to. but i was persuaded to get a lychitini(lychee martini)
The ****er screwed up my bloody drink. he gave me too much vodka . and it was also served in a wrong cup. man . There was these few ang mohs who were damn happening man. danced to boulevard of broken dreams. and a few others songs. lol? how could u dance to a rock song. kinda amazed me. haha.

anyway headed back home early cuz was tired.

okok dad gettin all jumpy at me and naggy and what not. ah fk it im slping. i need it anyway.

xoxo
vin™

Those who have missed me in my afterlife

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 20:31:15 GMT

Hahahahahaha some random stuff i did while feeling bored. What a sad life i have man. hahaha

How much could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 19:59:13 GMT

Ok lets see. where do i start. basically lots of things has happened to me. The only reason i din blog for that long a time is cuz i have no mood to bring up the unhappiness and hatred in me. At least im quite blessed to know that there are people around me who understands. and show some care and concern. To all those who din _|_ u.

went out on a super impromptu outing.
very disorganized but it was well worth my time going out. well it beats staying at home doin nothing.
went to parkway with ash and eh. when i reached there they had already eaten. so they watched me eat. Germ was caught in the rain and jin?
jin: "im in a crisis, might be late"
me:"huh?"
jin:"im lost!!"
me:"?!?! where are u?"
jin:"jurong."

.......................

the weather sucks these few days. been raining all over SG causing the weather to me so god damn humid. argh. somehow has an effect on me causing me wanting to sleep more. Finally went to k box and did lots of rubbish stuff there. But it was fun la haha, shall not go into details.But butbutbut..... someone chipped my front tooth.ZZZ feeling damn uncomfortable now. andandandand, i accidentally box her eye. sorry!

Had mahjong session with the usuals though i din play. Ended up going out with dad.Man saturday queue kills. the car queue for the carpark at parkway was a killer. all the way from the entrance to outside ajisen ramen the road there. decided to eat at katong lasksa instead.

gonna go out with john they all today. Need some breather away from the mountain of emotional stress at home. WOO
Cousin better nt forget our date next week =T

btw, my new school is near robinson's road. Its called INSWORLD. Location nt bad, has nice shops around it, starbucks, subway,blahblah .. according to dad there will be 80% foreigners in my class. Is that a good thing?

Well the bad news is, once school start i wont be able to go out as often as possible, much less blog nor chat. school fees is crazily alot.

*ps. I need a sign, im kinda slow so dun blame me.

Somehow or rather i feel v guilty. i feel as though i offended 101 people within this week.Its like a heavy feeling in my heart i cant seem to get off, was talkin that day and suddenly remembered on the days during primary school where i used to be really nasty and bullied this boy. I wonder where he is now.If i had a chance i would had gone back in time to get a chance to say sorry.
I think his name was. Bryce . yea Bryce.
I hope he sees this and forgive me .

Was looking at cousin's blog and decided to take the test. haha

<td align="center"> Kevin Tan --
[adjective]:

Visually addictive

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

wait wait wait. Another one. lol

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

Ok im tired. shall start bloggin soon. Gonna have to wake up early for church tmr. *Switchesoffnightlight*

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 13:27:57 GMT

Haven been updating.... hmm been towning and hanging out with the guys for the past few days. Went to watch the 300. at marina
man that show is kick ass. except for some redundant parts.ugh.

yep thats my hair cut .... yet to dye it though. mother got me new hair dye.
Stupid nicholas asked me out the other day to play lan at katong there. so i wore damn slacked clothes. then when i reached , he ask me go marina sq with him to play bowling and pool, wth? lol then it so happened that day secondary school students holiday started then the place was super crowded.Pool place and bowling alleys fully booked even the food places are packed. ended up going to bugis to chill. argh... wasted my 1 day doing nothing. =.=

anyway went to ngee ann civics plaza yesterday with cc and gang to watch the dance competition. Some of the schools danced really well man. Haha!
ps. Dun worry la u all were great! compared to me at least. HaHa! dun think about it too much. i'll look forward to ur dance night! =)

Was on the way to cine for lunch when we walked passed meridian hotel(if thats how u spell it) and saw this friggin nice car man!
omg its damn stylo

argh cuz of the stupid reflection i cannot take a good shot at the interior, scared i scratcht the car too... dun wanna pay 2million bucks haha!. Drooling just looking at this car. If it was black it might be the modern bat man mobile! hahaha

Anyway went to cine for lunch then found out that the "earliest" timing for primeval was 1030. CRAZY!

so we Walked to cathay.

yes

WALKED.and walk and walk and walk.

arrived there at 5plus and bought the 750 time slot. ended up waiting at starbucks talking cock with them. With them giving criticism on people that walks by. Lol. quite funny at times. cc was damn shagged so he took a 2 hr nap. while waiting.

Primeval was nice la. haha some parts quite funny also. How could someone who got shot by an ak47 and had only a bandage around the wound be able to last 1 whole night until the next afternoon where they got on a plane and still not die. Unbelievable.

Anyway gonna attend a chalet this wednesday. Anyone interested tell me! =)

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 04:07:27 GMT

Omg..... can you believe it i woke up today and the first thing that happens is an earthquake. My whole body shaking can. i was lying on the bed and i thought my sister was shaking the double decker bed i had. then it came to my mind.

wait.

shes

in

school?

OMG earthquake!!! my mother shouted she say hurry get up, i cherish my life. im getting out of the house if u wanna stay go ahead. wtf mani just woke up and barely have any ability to comprehend things at that time and u say this kind of shit.

anyway have been real slacked at home. went to shane's dad wake yesterday with the guys. Take care ya shane?
Best wishes from me.i"ll pray for him.

talking about praying, im having a house mass on thursday...... interested msg or call me ya?

kk going out later.
xoxo cya
vin

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 19:19:39 GMT

Bad day. Everything seems to go wrong.....so so wrong.

1.woke up late
2.almost flunked my paper completely.
3.stupid ARTARD teacher ignored me when i wanted to submit paper make me wave like crazy.
4.realize i made mistakes which cost me 20marks.
5.left my ic in the exam hall went back to get it
6.just reached the bus stop when it started pouring like crazy.
7.reached the mrt station and a girl got my jeans wet cuz she stepped too hard on the puddle of water. =/
8. finally reach my bus stop. and had to run all the way back home.
9.reached home wet and down with a flu and headache

At least they say after a storm , he rainbow and sun starts to shine. Cant slp now..... grrr

My goodness la..... kevin has all distinctions for his A'level and kenneth has 2 A's 1 B. wtf those 2 siao langs. damn solid.Me? my future is still kinda cloudy. ahahahahha

Eh.... cc. you should really say sorry to eng hau sia. he damn sad tis time la.

i cant fathom what people are thinking at times.Frens quarrel and fight for the darnest reasons. Scolding of parents, Touching of the head, losing in a friendly match. Sometimes even breaking up the longest friendship you ever had overnight. kinda stupid right?

dave. 1 thing i have to say about rehan. he outta improve his english lah. haha and hes being a real no-lifer posting those stuff.

have you ever wondered? how obnoxious can beautiful people get? its like. They used to be ok only or even ugly. during then they were so nice to you and talk to you everyday. being ever so nice towards you.But as time changes and they too start to look more pretty/handsome, they tend to ignore you. Messages goes un-replied, even on msn they give 1 word answers.

Some even goes to the extend of self-praising showing people that your invited to some beauty pagent then telling everyone that you dont wanna participate cuz u aint wanna be a wannabe. ?!?!?! whats wrong with people nowadays. so stuck up. =/

Anyway just popped some panadol. beginning to feel the effects of it.

good nights everyone....

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:22:16 GMT

2 more papers to go..... Sometimes i wonder. if all the people i have ever offended or cause hurt and pain to them. Will they ever forgive me. Just remembering the horrible things that i used to do to people cause me to wonder.

To all those whom i hurt or offended. Im terribly sorry. If there is anyway for me to make up to you just tell me.

Back to muggin......

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 13:44:17 GMT

Exams.... a blardy pain in the ass whereby the government and academy judge ur Intellectual cabability which forces the country's future's generation to keep awake memorizing complicated or freakingly hellishly lots of notes.

yep. 1st one down 3 more to go. im so gonna flunk FnB. it has absurdly lots of things to remember.

wish me luck....

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 16:41:04 GMT

Headed to town today. Met up with John , steph and jonny who went to watch NORBIT without me. thanks ah. Anyway met them at subway at far east plaza saw this damn Hot guy according to steph. Me n the 2 jon's were LMAO's cuz he had holes all over his jeans and john said he could see his ass. HAHA. that fella ah flex his tits non-stop man. disgusting angmokia..... =.=

Left there soon after and split up with steph and john. Me and jonny then began our hunt for our items. Jonny says he needed his stupid mesh cap for his already so neat and nice hair. waste money only. While i was looking out for a nice watch to get. Went all aroung town from paragon to taka to heeren to far east then back to wisma then back to far east again still couldn find his mesh cap.haha And boy oh boy i was so lucky. I found the watch i liked and guess what. Its the New arrival of its kind. and it cost me $215. Hope the price increases so i can sell it at a better price HaHa ....

Here it is my brand new guess watch.

After waiting like 2 hours + I recieved a call from ernest to meet a Raffles city.Me and jonny was too lazy to walk so far so we took a cab straight from far east.Wasnt expecting this but yes. A big car came to pick us up.

LoL that man on the right was a cyclist at orchard. So weird. Yes yes i had to pay for the cab fair. Jonny owes me more again. bloody hell. haha. Met ernest at Ben & jerrys before heading to Cafe cartel for My Breakfast+lunch+dinner = Brunchner? lol
was crazily hungry so i ordered St louis Pork ribs again. cuz it was the cheapest most filling thing around there other than ding tai fong....... It was just fantastic. hahaha

Can you dig this? lol its like freaking humongous piece of pork. Jonny ate it like it was nothing. that pig. hahaha
Din noe where to go and then jonny sugested THE LONG BAR somewhere near Raffles hotel there.So... we went there to chill out. My oh My. Lots of ANG MOH there man. Best place for a terrorist strike. I got sex on the beach , Ernest had bayley while jonny got something couldn remember. It was damn funny. In the end jonny was calling john to intro some nice drinks to have then jonny went to get Graveyard. LOL some bitter shit that was man. He konked it all down anyway. Pro. He said he is like his grandpa, heavy drinker. ya watever.

Did some stupid stuff inside there too. HaHa
Btw there was a live band there. Not bad man they. Sang from bosanova songs like Quando Quando Quando to Boulevard of Broken Dreams. Solid stuff. One taiwan couple also celebrated their birthday there.

Yep thats the band.

HaHa was playing around with the peanuts. Free anyway eat already can throw on the floor. Lol. see how red my face was after drinking. Hahahaha There was this 2 sg people one ah beng the other look like a kuniang to me. lol They din noe how to drink according to jonny. playing around with their lemon and all.... haha
Yes if u were wondering jonny was holding his Graveyard. haha

Ok thats all for today. Haven updated the CNY fotos yet. lazy Shall post it another time. hahaha *yawnz*

XoXo
Vin

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 07:18:37 GMT

Omg lah.... its like how bad can this get.... the eve of CNY i have FEVER.... wth i guess thats explains why i haven been posting...... Having chills and burns all over my body feeling cold in a hot shower.....all because why? i stole some ba gua and sweets b4 cny.....hahahahaha

Any way on the first day of CNY we went to father's side relatives. Wasnt feeling very excited about it other than the fact that i feel so old now having another niece? yea Trina just gave birth to another baby girl. so its Nicholas Brian and (Name to be given thus) Anoynamous. Man.... every year one child and guess what, she still keeps her shape not getting fat. Sister was asking mom how come she still so thin?!? LOL >.>

Headed home to Finish up my Psychology quiz... HAHA left everything to the last minute..... dad and sis left without me cuz i took too long so had to take MRT all the way to ah por's place. No seat can. Even Chinese New Year oso no seat. CUZ ALL THE AH NEH FILLED THE TRAIN!!!! LOL got a real bad headache inside i tell u. U can guess why.

Everyone was doing their usual CNY stuffs. Gambling, drinking +underage drinking, Telling new year jokes. Some being antisocial just watching movies while i was just looking around. Din feel like participating. Din stay long as i came late. HaHa!!

Man this is probably the cutest hong bao i have recieved in years. Sufen's mum gave it to us. This is my sister's one. Mine was a snoopy Print. Guess how u open this!

Yes!! its a slide-opened hong bao. How innovative right!! hahaha but who cares most of u probably think that the contents of it is what matters. HaHa!! $_$ faces.....

soon after we left and was at the lift. Sister asked me to pose for PRADA. HAHA

Nola was helping mother hold her bag while she was in the toilet. Stupid sis caught me offguard in the second Photo. Arghh...
Hope no ones spread this arounds..... Man.... me in miniskirt now me in handbag. wtf. Char and Trax all bully me one. HaHa...

Any way Shall cont on 2nd day of CNY or maybe 3rd till then!!

XoXo

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:28:51 GMT

Was searching for some cute and funny vids.... Enjoy!! LOL couldn stop laughing at the numa numa one.... Gonna die laughing XD

Lol damn cute tis video haha Mother laughed too.
Really ahh tis one..... I cant believe but its sad to know that the guy can dance better than the girls.... =.=
I din noe caterpillars could hyptonize......And the guy was acting retarded too..... Haha kind of reminds me of my sister.....*whistles*
Idiot 1 : ouch...
Idiot 2 :Thats what u get for being a poser
Idiot 3: Go play Tony hawks on PS2 laa bloody noob. Haha
Idiot 4:Age must have caught up with her.

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 19:06:29 GMT

Im gradually getting to forget and now..... I have grown out of it....
emotions are nothing but useless things in your life to have, it wears and tears your soul and body , physically and mentally.

If you wanna call me a heartless person now so be it. I think i am being to kind to people. Many people are telling me im just too fuckin soft towards my friends that some take me for granted. So i decided that im gonna care for myself and only myself.

Yea i understand....Actually i got all your hints somehow or rather. But i just needed to get that feeling off myself ya? Not healthy to have things burried in my heart. though i had thrown it away already. Broken things shouldn be kept nor repaired. its unsightly

Being real emo now really have no mood for anyone or anything. Everything seems to be looking down for me. The past few entries has proven that. No matter how i try to hide my true self only mother and father can see right through me....

I wanna meet gen soon, haven been keeping in touch for a real long time.Haha
My childhood lover after all! :) Quick finish ur exams gen.... Remember to drop by for CNY ! my mother misses u.

Went to town today again with ash and nic.....Tis was ash during sec 3....(taken during Chinese class....LMAO)

Thanks nic for accompanying me..... really appreciate it. Dun worry i wasnt angry at you the whole day. not even for a second. Really glad u went so far for me to stand my whims and fancies..... next saturday remember ahhh.... u say de organize sentosa outing.... i will be looking forward to it..... haven been there for sometime.... i wanna get tanned though i doubt that is virtually possible with my genes of fair skinned people......

anyway, will tell u what time im available ahh....

Unregrettable

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 19:11:27 GMT

Finally...its over.. kinda sad and disappointed though.... cousin just gave me a tongue lashing on why i shouldn feel sad and stuff introducing me to more girls and stuff, like i needed it(nt that despo ahh).... but stuff like that are hard to get over especially when you gone through alot of heart wrenching experiences.... but oh well whats done is done.... no regrets no hard feelings.... still frens ya? thats what they all say.... gonna feel damn awkward on monday...LOL = = slap me someone.... haha...

Glad u enjoyed the cake and sweets. :)

I wish god gave me a stronger heart and mind. Wonder why i actually cried and drink myself silly = =
Im so. so. tired.Feeling pretty much empty inside.... Haha :'(

So much for that.... went town with char as usual.... saw this really gross yet nice cake called R21 = =

Why? because it has sex positions on the cake.... LMAO... and its suppose to be a valentine's cake? haha lame stuff
Met agnes too, damn surprised been 3 years? no 2 years since i saw her.... however she hasnt changed one bit, same hair parting and uniform (duh-uh) went up to her and say hi
but she was like..."err u are?"
me:"kevin...."
her:"OH!!" *cupshermouth*

Lol dun nid to cup ur mouth la agnes, not assif i look like a ghost or what. lol i know i have some eyebags but its cuz of work! = =

Couldn make time for ash and friends... (Sorry!!) those jokers ah... shop awhile then go play lan. wth
hard core gamers. haha

Met ernest later and ate at BK.... being a cheapo to myself again, i took ernest's free fries coupon and ate it all by myself..... hahaha damn funny
Being 17 and a few months more to 18, i asked ernest to get me JD cola at 7 eleven.... drank myself silly due to my high metabolism rate, i get high easily....haha so yes, after a few sips i started smiling non-stop even to strangers and they smiled back at me too.Friendly me.... *nodnod*

(to all those who just rolled their eyes or said smth like "yea right!!" or pfft-ed u can all kiss my *** and go and die) Hahahahahahahaha nah jus kidding.

visited practially all of town's addidas shop cuz ernest wanted to find his shirt. lol the one and only shirt....He simply REFUSES to get any other shirts even those with the words like fu2 and fa1cai2....Oh he wants a RED shirt btw.....visted some other parts of town until 10 before heading home.... din wanna miss the last bus home! or well to char's house.... they left early dunno do what also...tsktsk....

Reached char's house i cried myself silly for no bloody apparent reason.....And the only thing i could think about was to just die.....dunno why also....tell me im crazy.....

Sorry fluffy!! took out my frustration on you.... haha i scolded fluffy my cousin's dog....was kinda moody ya?

bathed

had <3 to <3 talk with char..... felt kinda tired and wanted to close yet another chapter of my life... so decided to write this entry....

Finally, being able to have a sweet and sound sleep and not those sleepless nights.
It was really nice just being able to know you.
Falling in love with you was one of the best things that happened to me.
Life somehow has to go on.

xoxo
vin

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 05:55:35 GMT

i feel miserable... ughh....

no words can explain why i feel this way. its like ur high and mighty one moment the next feeling like ur the lousiest being god ever created.Inferiorty complex some may say but i beg to differ. its called feeling the blues. gonna meet up with ash and friends later. doing their new year shopping. = =

i seriously dunno how to pass the cake later.... scully melt again how how how.... eat the cake myself? pethatic sia... if fate wants it that way then so be it.... im quite tired already.... so tiring trying to love someone.... zzz... seriously.... this is the first time i ever did things to the extreme... just feel like slapping myself right about now... If u see this (Which i dont think you had ever read any of my posts) i am really in love with you i dun care what others might say ya? thats a fact. haven felt this way for a damn long time since the love for my parents and god.

i dun expect you to give me an answer but i just need to get how i feel off my chest and my mind... its really really bothering and troubling me. tomenting me from within.... loving you was the sweetest thing yet the most painful thing for me....its like spears impaling you from inside out.... loving someone is so troublesome yet i chose to walk down that path.... Fool? or just love-blinded? smack me someone.... wake me up if i am being foolish

Bad boy? yea right....

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 15:16:57 GMT

Lol went to 7 elevens just now and bought jack daniel's cola.... then the stupid lady asked me whether i was a smoker.... wat the hell? haha i said no.... and she rolled her eyes... so wanna slap her hard or gouge out her eyes can... haha

was talking to my friend the other day and we came up with some pretty lame jokes. Here goes.

Two young guys were picked up by the cops for smoking dope and appeared in court before the judge. The judge said, "you seem like nice young men, and id like to give you a second chance rather than jail time. I want you to go out this weekend and try to show others the evils of drug use and get them to give up drugs forever. I'll see you back in court on monday."

Monday.....

the 2 guys were in court and the judge said to the first one "how did you do over the weekend?"

Guy 1 said " well your honor i persuaded 17 people to give up drugs forever."

Judge:"17 people?? thats wonderful! what did you tell them?"

Guy 1:" i used a diagram your honor, i drew 2 circles and told them the big circle is your brain before drugs and the small one is ur brain after drugs."

Judge:" thats admirable"

Judge to Guy 2:" and how did you do?"

Guy 2:"Well your honor, i persuaded 156 people to give up drugs forever"

Judge:" 156 People?!? Thats amazing! how did you manage to do that??"

Guy 2:" Well i used a similar approach. I also used 2 circles. I pointed to the small circle and said "this is yourasshole before prison...."

LOL nearly laughed my head off for this joke at Macs....

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 12:00:50 GMT

Finally got rid of most of the projects.... left psycho which is a headache... today was a stupid day. 1½ hrs in school and then go home... rushed my econs article then chionging to school.. suppose to lend cas tb but .........

cant believe i went back to get the book when i was halfway to bedok int. lol took me so long to realize that can borrow at library. Haha after that chionged to the cake shop for the final arrangements.... i hope everything goes well on that day. kinda nervous, yet excited. ok 90% nervous and 10% excited....LOL
pethatic man.

Need to make plans to keep my outings.... have to meet so many people during this month, gen, jon ernest john blah blah and what... my course manager....= =

the feeling inside me has been kept for quite sometime.So unbearable. just wanna let it out but i cant.its like if u dont say anything, later u would wonder what life would had been if he/she was wif u. Regretting are for losers who dont take any actions at all. shitshitshit.... dammit... sometimes i wonder if the people that u love actually knows how you feel.... the most pain comes when you are next to the person u love alot yet cant have or keeps talking about someother people... ahhh dammit....

they say happiness only comes to those who seeks for it.... well i shall see about it.

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	one of a kind